He seemed sort of stalker-ish at first and at times, creepy as well. When she met Holder, her world was turned upside down. It was just time to waste and Sky maintained her virginity while basically blowing off boys who wanted relationships with her. This is so odd because Sky spend a lot of time making out with random boys but really never felt attracted to any of them. Right away Sky meets Holder, and immediately has a strong attraction to him. When Sky bothers her mother to the point where she wants to spend her senior year in a high school, they decide she may do so. Not only is Sky homeschooled, but she hasn't been exposed to the media or things like Facebook and Twitter. While her friends go to high school and have computers, televisions, cell phones and internet, Sky's mother doesn't allow any of these modern technologies for her daughter. She was adopted by her mother who remains single, and never had a serious boyfriend since she adopted Sky at age 4. However, Sky has some pretty strict guidelines she has to follow. This in itself is nothing odd when dealing with teen 'BFF' relationships. She and her friend snuck boys in their rooms after their mothers would be asleep and they spend time at one another's homes like they were sisters. Seems Like An X Rated YA Book- Has Promising Start Hopeless is a novel that will leave you breathless, entranced, and remembering your own first love. Only by courageously facing the stark revelations can Sky and Holder hope to heal their emotional scars and find a way to live and love without boundaries. But the mysterious Holder has been keeping secrets of his own, and once they are revealed, Sky is changed forever and her ability to trust may be a casualty of the truth. Though Sky is determined to stay far away from him, his unwavering pursuit and enigmatic smile break down her defenses and the intensity of the bond between them grows. Something about him sparks memories of her deeply troubled past, a time she's tried so hard to bury. From their very first encounter, he terrifies and captivates her. Sky, a senior in high school, meets Dean Holder, a guy with a promiscuous reputation that rivals her own. Would you rather know a truth that makes you feel hopeless, or keep believing the lies? Beloved and bestselling author Colleen Hoover returns with the spellbinding story of two young people with devastating pasts who embark on a passionate, intriguing journey to discover the lessons of life, love, trust-and above all, the healing power that only truth can bring.

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